I am a woman of 36 years, I was born and raised in Sweden but moved to Australia when I got pregnant with and Australian man. He had land in Tasmania and we started building our off-grid home 2018 while raising our daughter.
 
Being born I Sweden gives me some advantages though. Like the fact that we mostly talk openly about sex and doesn´t seam to have insecurities in this area ( there are many still) But I grow up in an environment where we freely spoke about our sexuality and had lots of fun with it. It lead me to quite early start to look for information about sex and I was always trying to sit on some juicy information that no one else knew about. I loved to study the magazines that was full of tips and tricks that would make everyone giggle. Even though it was a big interest I still walked around in my home town feeling scare at some time about rapist.( There was a man in the next village Umeå that had frightened som many women) 
 
So at age 17 I started my first company Shout Out together with some friends in School. We created a belt that can protect women from getting raped. The business reached international media and there I stood trying to find answers for why I have created this product. I realized that I didn´t have answers to why men rape and I was very curious about why. But my mum died and left me some money and the wish to see my travelling, so that´s what I did. I traveled in her footsteps but also for a request about who I am, and what has happen to the sexual energy on this planet.
 
Only when I met Tantra on my path, did I understand the missing piece and could understand why I had started this journey with a modern chastity belt at such an early age.  I have now after years of learning and understanding finally come to a time when I know things. When I have learnt about trauma, society, patriarchy, healing, and bravery. 

My name Nadja meaning Hope in russian and River in Hindi have been with me as a part of my journey. I embody hope in my daily life and feel like there is nothing to worry about. 
My last name is Björk and the meaning is Birch in English. The tree Birch is said to bring protection, new beginning and hope (connecting to the goddess Brigid!) healing, adaptability and symbol of femininity also connected to the goddess Freja. 
I feel like it all has lead me here. 

My Tantrika name is Ma prem Kamala

Ma= The universal mother
Prem= Universe
Kamala= Lotus

I feel very drawn to this name but don´t know how much I will use it. Kamala and the symbol of Lotus is off course very appealing. From the mud in the pond, up true the water and into the light travelling true all elements and finally opening up the petals in the air. It is such a wonderful five element transformation that I will bring with me in my life. The lotus itself is used often In tantric meditations.